Andrew, you have been many things to me. A deceiver. A bad boyfriend. A toxic influence. A liar. A cheater. Things I can never forgive you for. However, you have been many great things to me. You were always there for me to cry on your shoulder. You were always there when I felt alone. You were always there to hold me when I needed someone.
You were my everything and now you're sort of my friend. It's so complicated between us. Honestly though, after what you did, I sold myself short by staying with you and staying your friend.
When you moved away to college I sort of knew that we wouldn't be able to date, because there was no physical contact that kept me from breaking up with you. So I knew what I had to do. Our relationship was so corrupted by lies. It was horrible.
You were my best friend, though. And I loved you. I still do love you, Andrew. We've had our ups and downs. But just know that you will always have a place in my heart.
And.. Make sure.. PLEASE.. make sure. You treat your next boyfriend WAY better than you did me. If you don't I'm gonna kick your butt.
so...I understand what you're saying here. 100%. We have more in common than I thought Logan :)
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