College Professors and Finals

I am currently working on tons of work for finals while also dealing with a lot of people problems. I'd just like to say that nobody is worth your grade. Don't leave your work to go hang out or to talk to your "honey."
They aren't worth it. I promise.
Think about it, oh what's that? Thinking? Yeah it's this new thing they started. Anyways, you are going to be in school for 4 years to pursue a career that's a lifetime. I don't think any person is worth risking my career and quality of life for.
I understand you love people and that's fine.

FINALS
ARE
STRESSFUL
-study--study--study- I promise it's worth it.

I'd like to shout out to my college professor Bonnie Thrasher. She's a wonderful person and even though I have procrastinated beyond comprehension she is letting me turn in everything. Also, she sends me emails to check on me and make sure I'm getting stuff done. She's really wonderful. You will meet that one college professor who will always be there, and I'm pretty sure I met mine! Plus she's in my major department. Woo!
Anyways, I should be doing work right now.
back to BiSci Lab Reports.
peace :)

I've learned a lot.

Here's some things I've learned in college.
1. Don't trust a lot of people.
2. Money can buy happiness
3. Companionship is absolutely necessary to maintain a sound mind.
4. Some people are just naturally rude.
5. I don't know why, but these religious people always tell us to stray from our wicked ways.
6. I don't like people as much as I should.
7. Professors cuss a lot.
8. I miss my family.
9. Blogging takes up a lot of time.
10. Get an iPhone. It's so universal.
11. I don't feel like writing anymore.

a new me

I'd like to think that I am reinventing myself. Something I should have done before coming to college, but didn't have the ability to do. Therefore, now I will be who I feel I should be and look how I want to look.

I like how I look now, don't get me wrong, and I'm not getting like a boob job or something drastic. Just some minor changes. Things that I've always wanted, hair I've always wanted. You know.. That kind of thing. Pictures will come when I start. I will have before and after and whatnot if I feel like it. I probably won't. Anyways, now you're at the end of this pointless post and I'm sorry. 

Goodnight.

DIY totally doing it.

I'm totally doing it myself today! I'm making my old toms into SANDALS! I know that it's pretty cliche and what not, but I am super excited. Hopefully they turn out just like the picture below. Eeeep! I'll be sure and post pictures after I get them finished. 

Time

to

do

this!

I'm having the time of my life. Miss my mom.

College has seriously been an experience like no other. I've been having so much fun and making friends with everyone. Even the girl at Hot Topic today! She gave me the number to the best tattoo studio in Jonesboro. Super pumped to get my phoenix by the way. Pics when it happens (in a few months). The guy in the picture is my room mate, Dylan. Aka; coolest guy ever. The girl in the middle is Morgan, the way we met was quite interesting but she is super awesome and nice.

Back to college.

Everyone has been nothing but nice here to me. Not to mention I'm already treasurer of the astAte GSA. I've been given so many great opportunities. I'm going to a tri-Greek cook-out tomorrow and an ice cream social for the College of Communications (my home) on Saturday! I absolutely love ASU and the campus. Really though, I can't stop talking about how great of a time I have had. The biggest fall back is that I miss my family. My mom has always been my rock and not having her around is so hard. We have talked on the phone almost every day so that helps a little bit. Also, Kenneth, my best friend isn't here with me and it seriously makes me depressed. We hung out ALL summer. Ughhhh I'm so ready for my next trip back to Cabot/Bryant since I can no longer go this weekend. 

On another, more grim note... I cannot be in Wind Ensemble because of conflicts with my schedule. However, seeing that I did have the talent to make it this time, I'm hoping that I can use that same talent to make it next semester since I do have room in my class schedule. Marching Band has been super fun though! We are now on to cleaning our show and it is going to look so good! 

Well, I'm going to try to go to sleep now even though I only have two classes tomorrow. Peace! GO RED WOLVES!

I'm in college.

I don't know how many of you know it, but I'm in college now. It's going absolutely amazing. I miss my best friend a ton, but I know we will stay close. Especially seeing as how we have texted every day. I don't like my bed though, it makes scary noises and it's too small. Oh well. Yesterday I got called out in class for talking when the teacher was messing with her computer. I was whispering AND she wasn't talking. Oh welllllll. I've had an amazing first few days. I'm even considering rushing! Phi Mu Alpha! It's a music frat and the people are so nice. I'm making the journey to Cabot/Bryant this weekend. Oh, and to all my band kids, ASU has their first show and the opener memorized. Which to sum it up, means that we have two shows memorized. It's hardcore. OHMYGOSH, AND I MADE THE WIND SYMPHONY! It's the top band at ASU. Talk about unexpected. Anyways, I won't give my excessive amount of followers too much to read. Expect me to be pretty active on this by the way! At least once a week. 

omgcollege

I'm totally leaving for college on August 12th. WHERE HAS TIME GONE?! I'M BROKE AND AHHH. Okay.
I
Can
Do
this.
It's just college right?

Lonely college-bound guy.

All of our life we look for that special someone. Have you ever stopped to think that maybe being alone is better? Yeah, me either. However, loneliness is something that I have learned to cope with lately. It's amazing how you can be completely alone in a crowd. I almost thought about starting a "diary" or "journal.." whichever title is more accepted by society, because that's what we look for.. right? Anyways.. College is probably going to be such a good thing for me. After being severed from some of the people who I believed to be my closest friends in High School by graduating, I just always kind of feel like I'm just going with the flow. Maybe that's what being a grown up consists of, I have no clue. I'm living and learning just like the rest of the adult world had to do. I'm probably going to start blogging at least once a week. Get ready.

Mind blogging. Music. Etc.

All the time, I find myself blogging inside of my head. Quite elaborately. I never post anything because I HATE the mobile version of blogger. Right now I'm watching August Rush, and this movie is so inspiring. This little kid is like, a music mastermind. It takes him places and just UGHHHH <3. Music is the thing that reminds me that there is something greater out there. It's something that is universally understood and can be interpreted by all. It binds you to something that's just.. other-worldly.
That's all.

I want to be at the beach.

Something about spring break makes me want to go be in one of those big mosh pits that you see on MTV or something. Even though none of them remember it, I think it would be HILARIOUS to be sober around so many drunk people. Or maybe it would just be annoying. I just want to be at the beach right now. Soooo bad. Spring break should be sandy toes and salty skin. Oh, and getting tan. I've resorted to tanning while laying on my trampoline. That is so sad. Playing in the creek behind my house and taking pictures with my 11 year old brother is about as interesting as it has been this week. I really hope college is more interesting than this. Probably not, but I can hope.. right?

I'm. So. Bored.

You know, I tend to forget to blog. It's sad really. I really wish I knew for a fact that people read this, because then I would have more motivation to actually write. Anyways, life's good. I was on TV on valentines day with the Cabot High GSA, which was an honor. I think everything is turning out pretty well.
READY. FOR. COLLEGE.

kbye.

Heart vs. Heart

There are many many ways people speak of hearts. There's the one that's in your chest that is vital for life, and there is the one that is more of an emotional figure than a physical one. I am going to talk about both and how they are so much alike. First of all, it's 12:04 in the morning and will probably be much later after I finish this, so if I have grammatical errors, then I'm sorry. I will probably change subjects after I get finished with this, and then the title will no longer apply to the full extent. I am eventually going to talk about what I started with. 

That's called ADD kids.

Okay, so there's two hearts, a physical one and an emotional one. However, when we refer to our heart emotionally we talk about it being broken and what not. Physically it's just diseases and stuff. If you think about the two hearts, do either of them look the same? Are they the same color? Same shape? No. So I was wondering, how did two things so different ever even BEGIN to be called the same thing. 

Well, here's my theory. A human heart is one of the 5 most vital organs in the body. It's very well protected by the thoracic rib cage and enclosed in a sac. There's a sort of boundary between it and the rest of the body.  The heart is a very sensitive organ in my opinion, and if hurt, can result in a very traumatic experience. The heart is so delicate and necessary for life, or at least a normal one. I mean like, if something is chronic, then you can't have a normal life.

The emotional heart, theoretical heart, whatever you want to call it, is also within boundaries. Not everyone's heart has boundaries or walls though. Sometimes, people are careless and let someone in and give their love and it ends up being the biggest mistake of their life. Like the real heart, this one does not do well with injury. You can be left scarred forever. The worst thing about this wound is that it isn't visible but it hurts so much more and no one can see that you are in pain. It's all inside. Those with wounded hearts are forever ruined. Or at least the way I see it. There is always going to be a wall around that persons heart and they will not want to let anyone in. I know I don't. The only good thing about this wound is that it keeps you, or me, from giving out love to someone who doesn't deserve it. It makes me over look people, I over examine people and say "next" before even giving them a fighting chance. That's one of my fatal flaws. About this wall... It is impenetrable. You have to be let in to this persons heart, there is no working your way in. If you get let in to this persons life and you are given love, then that love should be cherished and not taken for granted. That was how the wound was inflicted in the first place. Do beware though, trust issues are bound to be a problem. Past relationships have a great effect on future ones. Hearts do not forget the pain they have been caused, and yes, I can personify hearts. A heart is very aware, emotionally, and literally has a mind of it's own. I know mine does. So I guess I should just stop speaking for everyone. I can try my hardest to like someone, and I may start to like them, but at a certain point, my hearts says "no.." and I can no longer have feelings for them. It's so weird, I know, but I don't think I am the only one that this happens to. 

I could write all night about this. But it's getting late and I need sleep. 

Don't break a heart, and don't get yours broken. 

Outside of your town.

Many times I have wondered what brings someone to bullying. I've come to the conclusion that most of it is within the home, and that fact breaks my heart. How could a parent lead a child to think that it is okay to "stand up" by attacking someone? By attacking I mean mentally and physically. I aspire to get to children at the earliest age possible and let them know that diversity is acceptable. There is going to be a point in these children's lives when they get in to this diverse world that we live in. Maybe in your town everyone is the same, but out there.. No. There are people who are different colors, religions, and sexualities.
To all of you who find yourself judging others by traits like these, I just have one thing to say.
Be prepared.